OKAY ! and im really sick of life now! today i woke up damn late that i find rushing to school is pointless. SO, i din go school today and im WITHOUT MC! only thing i can give is LETTER .. okay. everytime i din go sch bcos i woke up late, i will simply feel a guilt or feel bad bcos i din go to school and THAT one day would jus affect my STUDIES .. okay. todays lesson was english, den maths, phy and ace/assembly. wonder wad they did today.. must really catch up with them tml ... and i hope i wont get a FAIR jus bcos i dun produce MC . i dunno how mani times im late already. so for safety reason better not to be late =x other wise it would straight be a FAIR and a detention .. clap clap . fast huh. just begining of year . and so fast, a fair .. CLAPS! i hate those BLOODY school RULES that we have to OBEY. wonder WHO sets the school rules till its SO strict . DAMN THOSE RULES. and i still cant love school . i dunno why . can someone PLEASE PLEASE MAKE ME LOVE SCHOOL ?! hias.

things are just not going my way . and ITS OKAY if its not my way. but its way out of the way. i feel that things are just going AGAINST me. OKAY. im sure its not DEPRESSION im in now. i noe it myself. just feeling VERY stress .. is this sign of depression ? i hope not. dun anyhow think ler . okay. about school. how am i suppose to write the letter ? think i'll just write and say i overslept . sometimes. im jus too tired to care more. but i wanna care. but i dunno laaa. WHAT SHLD I DO ?!!!!!!