hias. today damn unlucky for me. i hope everything unlucky will happen today and tml will be one BIG lucky day for me .. jus now reformat my computer without me knowing that im actually reformating ..FCUK! was damn piss off upon knowing that all my files are GONE . JUST GONE within minutes ! hias. now, my computer kind of kee siao liaos. cant listen to songs at all. FOR ME, the worst part is my adobe is GONE aswel.FOR MY BROTHER, THANKS TO ME, his school work oso gone. fcuk really damn angry at myself lohs. hias. causing trouble for my family and myself. trouble dont seems to get off my back! okay. now lets talk about MY HEART .. seriously, i dunno wad i wan aswel.. im falling into 2 parts. wad should i do . hias .. think keeping everything to myself is the best way. its so unfair to ... i noe but its my heart. the feeling is like THERE . i cant remove it instantly like this.. im afraid of falling again . cos i finally recover from the last fall, and falling in love is now one of my phobia aswel. shld i step out of my safety zone and fall another time? someone pls tell me what i should do. the sour is there.i dunno why .. mayb its bcos ... ...